I Am A Flippin’ Mess!
My head is full of thoughts, and I can’t put any of them into paragraphs that make sense! I am really down at the present, sometimes life is just a little too much to handle. Then I look at the girls and I think, I don’t have it bad at all, 3 great kids, an incredible hubby, wonderful family and friends, but still sometimes that teary eyed crap prevails. Much like it is doing tonight. Well shit!
* surgery might not happen on Friday for my knee because it is so damn arthritic and has such severe degenerative changes that the surgeon isn’t sure anything less than a knee replacement will help. Damn it!!!!
* people are too ding dang nasty on the interenet and across emails, I am sick of being nice and kind. So help me…. let one more person show a nasty side and all hell will break lose. Not really, I am all talk! 
* I don’t feel well, I mean I feel like a Mack truck hit me. Ugh!
* I have no sex drive, I mean I want it in my head, but my body doesn’t follow along. I am too young for this shit!
* I can’t stop crying over stupid ass stuff. What the hell is wrong with me? Come the hell on, I need to be stronger than this!
And that is just the beginning. I won’t bore you with the rest. You get the drift. Do y’all ever get like this? Please tell me someone else does! I need a room at the hotel, motel, holiday inn for about 3 days or so. Life sure does move and groove, sometimes I feel like I need a breather, but I guess that does not come with the territory so I should get over it. Ok, I feel better and have composed myself now. I hope y’all are having better weeks than me!
